Stirfried Spinach With Anchovies 芫菜炒银鱼子

昨天我的嫂子问我是从哪里学会烧菜的？我只是微微笑没回答。心里想，“没学过。是逼出来的”。无奈的回想起自己碰钉子的时候就想帮助一些厨房新手。。。

这是个简单的食谱。很适合离乡背井的游子或厨房资源有限的人参考。
This is a simple recipe suitable for those who is away from family or have limited kitchen resources.

Ingredient:
50g of anchovies (soaked till soft and drained)
600g of spinach (washed and cut)
1 tablespoon of cooking oil
材料：
50g 银鱼子（浸软）
600g 芫菜 （洗和切好）
1 汤匙食油

Steps:
1. Heat cooking oil in pan
2. Fry anchovies till frangrance (normally 3 seconds, depends on heat)
3. Add in spinach and stirfry until cooked (as fast as maggi mee, 2 minutes)
4. Turn off heat and serve
5. Eat while its hot
煮法：
1。把油放在锅里加热
2。炒香银鱼子（通常3秒钟，看热度）
3。加入芫菜炒熟（快熟面般快，2分钟）
4。关火上碟
5。吃啦。。。！不要等。

Note: You can replace anchovies with garlic and a pinch of salt if you are really low on resource.
注：如果真的没有资源，银鱼子可换作大蒜加一捏盐。

依然没变。。。

今天的心情本来是很亢奋的因为刚和朋友们一起去逛街看电影（戏票是Symantec请客的）。回到家情绪还没平复所以睡不着就提笔写写blog。不知怎么搞的一提笔心情就立刻平复下来。一切都变得很沉重。。。

外面的雨滴声突然变得很清晰，人也多愁善感起来了。。。这种情景好像似曾相惜。。。啊！对了。。。学校时期！

话说当年学生的我热爱语文。可是同班同学个个都说要修理科才有前途。于是就这样半推半哄下挥别了文科。每次和同学们谈起天龙八部他们都是眼睁睁的看着我好像我在说外星语似的。。。急转弯抛出一句：momentum 是berat darab laju 吗？。。。大家很快的就叽哩咕噜讨论起来。。。轮到我觉得他们在说外星语了。。。

天无绝人之路，在偶然的机会我看到布告板公开接受学生写文章来刊登在majalah sekolah。我兴致勃勃地写了好几章。希望有人会欣赏我的作品。。。杂志出炉了，可是并没有刊登我的文稿。。。当编辑老师退回我的稿时我问老师，是我写得不好吗？老师一手把稿还给我一手拍了拍我的肩旁说：你写得不错可是负面情绪太重了。我看得出来你是可以写些比较正面的文章。感性的文章太多了，我们优先让给form5的学生因为他们将要离开学校了。

式问有几首开心的歌会让人刻骨铭心？年少气壮的我一气之下就抛下了我的笔。专心地修我的外星语。

直到最近我从新拾起我的笔。。。写起blog来。努力的要改变作风但时代虽变，文体依然。。。

Drifted away...

I was sitting in front of my computer planning to do some documentation which is long due. After a few lines of typing, my thoughts drifted away... I stared blankly into the screen for almost an hour wondering away. So much have changed in my life for the past few months.....

Things that I have never anticipated to happen in my life, all came tumbling down on me. There were so much going on at once that I can hardly hold myself together. I am getting lost trying to fight this up hill battle. I keep telling myself that life is all about change and changes are for the better... That motto used to work like a charm but it is also losing its magic lately.

Keeping myself busy doesn't really help anymore. The mind is having a mind of its own (I know it is obvious) and keeps shutting down my focus and stray away back to the good-o-days. I know how he misses them but I need him to be strong... Please don't collapse on me now!

Sometimes tears rolled down my cheeks for no apparent reason when I am alone. I have no words for it no matter how hard I tried to compose and explain them... its just a burst of emotion undescribable with words that I know. I am begining to avoid being alone which I used to love.

I must control this day dreaming... there is no point looking back. The future can be tough but it is full of surprises. I am sure there will be some pleasant ones waiting for me to discover them...

蹬入新大陆

嗨！你好。（你是指谁呢？我是疯了吗？竟然对着荧幕说起话来）
我不理会不会有人在听，反正已经踏进了这个新事物就跟着感觉走吧。。。

以前一直以为我不会加入部落各的行列。总觉得blogging是个在syok sendiri的玩意儿，自谈自答自爽。。。直到最近开始发现以前身边很要好的朋友都消失了，要找个人来说天讲地简直是mission impossible。80前的我已慢慢的老去了。。。

没有对象也只好在blog唠叨一番。虽然没有口沫横飞的快感和肢体眼神的交锋，但是还可以纾解一下言欲。。。只不过多了一些顾虑。Blog的一字一笔都是所谓的black&white，将来可作为呈堂正供哦。不可以象在mamak档那样吹水不抹嘴，警察不会追。。。

没办法啦。。。有话不能说实在难顶，只好在这对着荧幕发疯。我想我会很快适应这个新大陆的。。。